What’s your current view of God? What if the God that you are thinking of isn't actually the God that is revealed in the Bible? Genesis 3 reveals that Adam and Eve first rejected God because they thought they would happier and more fulfilled without Him.
We sometimes think of God as demanding, but in Genesis 12:3 God promises through a man called Abraham, ""all peoples on earth will be blessed." The "garbage" that we see in the world would one day be fixed by one of Abraham's descendants. This is overwhelming generosity.